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This is my only way outEverybody's at my back, thats how it always isI can hear em laughing, just like when they were all kidsAnd I can only look away, much like your friends didwhen you were gone fuckin around, they did it again and againI feel kinda bad for you, if you want to know who I amIt isn't like I dont care, and yeah I do give a damnsomething inside me is gone, I left it somewhere back homeTrust me Ide be back there, if I could find one anywhereOh California, tell me where ya beenIt feels like forever, but I remember whenyou were real to me, but now youre just a dreamAnd Im always having problems, getting my sleepI said Ide never let you go, but now I dont knowHow am I supposed to get there, when I don't even knowwhere you are on the map, your borders overlapthe fear of getting over, all the fears I can't get overNow that Im wide awake, and I can't escapeall of the knowledge that Ive gathered, all of the people here that matterIve got my pen in hand, and Im writing for a bandThat
How I weave the two togetherit all stopped makin sensewhen all ya so called friendsstarted acting like theynever knew who you wereit hit ya like a brickbecause she still had a fixfor someone she saidshe didn't loveyou met him beforeunder some other nameif that was real anymoreyou cant even tellbecause theres so many liesthat only have him to hideand you cant even mentionhis name without fightingwithout fighting the tears...you remember the timeyou know right before he diedyou finally got it rightyeah you caught her in the lieyou spent the night in the lotcontemplating what ya gotto live for it didntfeel like much at the timeif you knew where they wereyou wouldve walked right on inif you were carryin that knifeyou wouldve buried it in himand let all his blood spill and let itwash away your sinsand there'd be nothin leftto make you keep fightingto keep fightin the tears...but things are so different nowyou hear shes having a childand shes with him morethan she even talks to you